sadness

...Dear Arrow...

I miss you.  And I'm sad.

Sometimes my little heart feels as gray as my fluffy, dusty gray coat.

Like now.

It's lonely without you. 

I don't necessarily miss you chomping on my head...

{{ha ha!}}

Siiiiiiiiiigh.  Even that memory makes me smile: the memory of you chomping on my head.

I miss you, Arrow.  

I guess I'm glad I have Ginnia here.  She's snuggly sometimes, and she takes care of me.  

But you're special, I have to admit. 

And you're gone.

So I guess you know the big news...

I ran away! 

It was the other day.  I saw an opportunity when Ginnia was talking to one of the neighbors and slipped out the door...then just took off.

:D

I get why you used to run away so often...  

I GET it now!  :P

It felt so good to explore this place outside.  

I met a few squirrels...squirrels aren't exactly as friendly as they might look, just an FYI.  

But in the end I came home.  I missed my litter box 

and I didn't know how to catch mice 

and I was too tired to look for them anyway.  

I got home and Ginnia snuggled and scolded me and gave me lots of food and water.  

Sighhh...you know, I guess life couldn't be much better, really...

except...I miss you.  :(

Please talk to me again soon.  I...love you.

~Essie